「あとから、ちゃんと良かった」 looking back, it was actually good

あの頃はback thenただjust余裕がcomposureなくてdidn't have

目の前のright in front of meことでwith things精一杯でbeing fully occupied

何をwhat感じてたwas feelingかもwhether / even曖昧でvague and

ちゃんとproperly見れてcould seeなかったwas not

近すぎてtoo close見えないcannot seeままremaining

過ぎてpassingいったwent by時間time

でもbut今ならif it's now

少しa little違ってdifferently見えるlooks

離れてstep away andみてtry to

やっとfinally気づいたrealized

うまくwell / skillfully言えないcannot sayけどbut

あのthat時間timeちゃんとproperly / firmly残ってるis remaining

完璧perfectじゃなかったwas notけどbut

それthatでwithよかったwas good / was fine

言えなかったcould not sayことthingsもalsoあったthere wereしand

すれ違いmisunderstandingもalsoいくつかa few / someあってthere were (and...)

そのthat時timeはtopic marker少しa little苦しくてpainful and

正解correct answerをobject marker探してたwas searching

それでもnevertheless / even soなぜかfor some reason / somehow

今nowはtopic marker悪くbadly / bad思えなくてcannot think / cannot seem

思い出すto remember / to recallたびtime / occasionにat / on

少しa little柔らかくsoftlyなるbecomes

戻れないcannot returnことthe fact thatもeven / also

もうalready受け入れてるhave accepted

どれだけhow much大事importantかquestion marker

気づけてcould noticeなかったwas notだけjust / onlyでbeing

今nowにatなってbecomingやっとfinally / at last

意味meaningがsubject marker見えてto become visibleくるto start to

もしifあのthat時time違ってたらif it had been different

今nowの's / of僕I / meはtopic markerここhereにat / inいないam not

気づかないnot noticingままas it is / remaining

ちゃんとproperly / reliably残ってるis remaining

少しa little遅いlateけどbut

そうso / in that way思えるcan think今now / presentがsubject markerあるto exist / there is

全部all / everythingじゃisなくnotてもeven ifいいis fine

それthatでもevenいいfine / good

あとlaterからfromわかるto realize / to understandことthingsもalsoあるthere are

それthatでwithいいfine / goodとthat (quote)思うthink